I want to be dead.
Same old, same old.
Got to be a good parent this morning though so activity scheduling it is.
How to stay present? How to stay as a mum? I’ll have to use all my skills. By the time I drop her at nursery this afternoon I’ll be exhausted. I’m tired already and there’s 5 hours ahead. Then I’ve got a one-to-one with Monica. Night-mare.
I already feel like a failure. Because I am.
But I’ll try and we’ll get by.